Just a quick review..

So? What happened to my life? Its been a quite long time since i blogged here.

Well, im goin to graduate high school, facing new problems, idiots, etc. Oh shit happens. High School Shits is goin to be over, and its goin to be college. Many more shitness to come.

Got a few suitors, well. I dont know, i guess no one could pass O_O Haha!

Im not really in the mood for blogging right now. I just want a quick review of my life before my graduation.

I've been a very bad girl this time around >:) Hmmn. Sorry. :(

I've been so mean, so demanding, pretending to be that little miss perfect, and ending up w/ all these disappointments.

Trying to have new friends, new people, new atmosphere. :| Ohh fck.

Im inlove w/ handsome voices O_O i dont know why, im also inlove w/ awesome hairs.

Blue Boy Bites Back <33

Oh give me a break..

My Life sucks. Early in the morning i wake up around 6am for school, and get ready without eating breakfast, and my school service arrives 6:20, 7am-4pm is my class, after school gets home around 6pm, and my younger brother plays psp/watches tv while all his candy wrappers, trashes, waste, etc. are all on on the floor, and my youngest brother is playing with food, and all those food are on the floor, the house is soooo messy. Around 7 onwards we will eat our dinner. After eating, im the one in charge of all the mess inside the house ;| And i will finish cleaning it at midnight, Finally, my own time, i want to study, check facebook, blog, etc. But im too tired and i need to wake up earlier the next day. Its sucks because i dont have to do anything of those. And i only got 6 hours of sleep.

And i do the same routine during weekdays. Suckssss.

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Hello Feb.

Oh hello February. Please be nice. Hey there my boring blog. Its been a month since i last posted here. Well uhhm, so many things happened to me. School, Family, People.

So February, i have many plans that i wished i could do T.T I wanna go to the fair (UP) as i used to, every year. It just sucks i couldnt go because dad isnt goin, pagod lang daw yun. And School, ohh school, will get my grades this monday, and i only have 1 last grading left to finish my high school. Im so pressured. :( We've got this Documentary thingy my teacher given us. Thank God were exempted. But we still need to polish it. And God, i dont know where to start. And my Lola just died T.T I miss my Lola.

Oh February. Please. Please. Please.

Things Change.

So many changes in my life. nakakapanibago.

Well at first it feels like shit, but i know after all this shit, rain there will be a rainbow. Chos.

Things happen, i just dont want to talk about it here. Too personal.

So many plans. Fewer friend(s) Well. Okay.

So my plans are:

• Play guitar again
• Watch gigs again
• Spend more time with my (real) bestfriend patricia
• Improve grades
• Be a better person
• Get back into texting, chatting, socializing, etc.
• Lose weight
• Find inspiration & happiness

Eh ang drama ko..

2010

Oh 2010 is nearing the end, and its goin to be 2011. And i have only one blog post in the month of december. Wahaha. Well, i got very busy, and lazyness strikes.
So before this year ends, i have so many many plans. First, buy a reviewer for my college entrance test, like my Oh my, there are few days before The big exam of my life. The exam is jan 10, and i havent reviewed anything at all. So this week, till new year, its gonna be review week, my internet times will be review times. Whew.
Oh God help me.

So my plans for 2011! Oh i have many beautiful plans this 2011, i just hope everything would be successful. So here are my plans...

1.) Lose weight.

At first, when i was still not in this gigantic bunny suit, i wanted to gain and gain weight. It was very easy for me, because i am tabain. So now i got what i wanted, but i dont like it anymore. So im goin out of this stupid bunny suit.

2.) Play guitar again..

Since 2008 i stopped playing guitar, because my life got a bit serious in grades and in family, facing many problems that time so i lacked time of playing my precious guitar. Now im goin to play it again, even though i totally forgotten it. I realized that many things was so wasted and its the only thing im (will be) good at. (hopefully)

3.) Be stronger, bolder and braver.

Became stronger in terms of facing problems, emotionally and physically, and especially in dealing with idiots. (I hate haters) well f;)

4.) Lesser luxury..

I am a luxurious person, even though we are very poor, im like i want this i want that, and im goin to make it mine. I am a very spendthrift person. Because we are not rich, we are very poor i need to save money, and be more resourceful.

5.) Lesser stupidity

Well. I myself is an idiot. Stupid. Well. I suck at almost everything, i dont know why im downing my self, but actually im not. its the truth. I will try to be a better and effective person. Atleast im tame and kind even though im not good at some other things, and most of all i've got my feet on the ground, and i fear & love God.

So thats what im planning this 2011 hope everything turns out fine. And also im fixing my grades..

Happy New Year!

ps: not gonna be online for a few days, reviewing sessions on going. And goin to celebrate new year in my aunts house. :)

Just got back.

whew. hello everything in here. im bloody back. after a quite long time. So many things happened to me. Time was so fast, its like yesterday its october, now its december, and 2 days before christmas :)
Its our dec. vacation now. thank God, but i spent my 3 days of vscation doing our documentary at our social studies subject :| Doin my best to fix my grades right now. So many plans, so many regrets. Esp my hair T.T I cut my hair anyway. And i look awful.
I miss my long hair.
So many plans..

Oh well. And i have nothing to say. I suck at writting now.





End

T.T Sweet goodbye

Hello my boring blog. Okay.


I am so sad T.T I failed all my subjects, i've got 75 in math4(trigonometry). I really suck at math. :(( How much more in physics? I got really low IQ. What more in college? T.T
Oh God. I really dont know what to do, where to start.
But still. i need to think positive. need to be stronger. i'll make it. i will graduate.
Oh im so over acting. :(

Told my mom about this thing, and she will be the one to tell my dad about my grades, i hope they would just be okay about it T.T Mabait na bata naman ako eh. T.T


So for now. I planned to control my internet habits. My mom is blaming the internet that i have my failed grades. So maybe no internet the this quarter T.T except for school purposes.

Goodbye blogger, facebook, twitter, tumblr, etc.

fin

Back to school..

starting tomorrow is school again. Sucks men. I hate it. Its goin to be 3rd quarter. so 2nd quarter is finish T.T ano na kayang balita sa grades ko?
Huhuhuh. I sense low grades. Very low grades. Oh God. Help.
Help me save my drowning grades. Im not very smart and my IQ is very low(i think)
Im so stupid. Im not good at math nor science, or communication arts, im not talented at all. T.T my only talent is to eat a lot. hehe :|

I am so hopeless. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Im pretty sure its goin to be hell in school, everything is hell. What the! :|

Fin

recently..

i've been very busy(as always). Lately, intramurals in school.. its hell. i mean >:) Haha. ang inet. tapos i dont know what to do really. i got bored easily. tumatakas kami, kahit sino nalang makasama. Oh, im so bad. Huhu

Having problems about my grades.. :-S
I dont know. im really sensing very low grades. I dont know. Im so scared, did i even passed encae? T.T
I think i've been very careless lately.

Busy. Busy. Busy.
Busy in school. Busy at home. Busy at the net.
Oh net! I miss the internet. >:) I've got so many things to do. many people/things to stalk. >:) Hahahahaha

Short post :)

fin

Sembreak.

This week is my sembreak. Hooray! Party! Party!! Hahahaha.
But its friday already. Haha. I am super late in updating here. Sorry. Tee hihi. :>

Anyway. Goodbye for now School(Hell). I deserve this week break, i've been very busy in school these past weeks, studying(student + dying)
But still, i cant relax, im soo nervous about my grades T.T they are drowning, our periodical test is finished. Did i passed? or Failed? :(

oh. I dont want to give my parents a low grades. Hayy.




PS: I need money. BADLY